Welcome to 2025

Somethings that's been in my mind about last year.

Last year wasn't exactly a great year for me. I'd say it was the worst year of my life at that time. But yesterday I took a moment to look back and reflect. I realized that 2024 was actually the year I most evolved and progressed as a person. I achieved many things like graduating in English and as English teacher course, and, of course, becoming LazyGhozt and start to build this website. Honestly? I'm proud of myself. I feel like I was able to grow so much in this time period. All the bad things that happened to me and made me feel so bad about life and myself only served to make me stronger.

Now I think about all the times I thought to myself: "I can't do this, I won't survive it", and in the end, I did it. And I survived. Of course, all my problems didn't magiaclly disappeared either, but I feel stronger and more capable of facing them.

If you're having tough times right now, I just want you to know that you'll be able to pass through it. I'm sure of it. You're way stronger than you think, and to feel vulnerable and lost is completely normal. Just for you know, no one always knows what to do, and sometimes, we just need to do what it feels right to us. I want you to know that, no matter what youre passing through, I'll be here with you. Even if I'm not physically by your side, I'll be sending the most positive energies for you. And I hope that this website can be a safe space for you and a break from all the daily stress of life.

I love you all, no matter what, no matter where. A lazy ghost will be always with you.

What I plan for this year

I'll be trying to update my site at least once a month, and I'll try not to completely abandon it for almost six months like last year (ops). I'll also start working on my game project: To The Core (ttc). I already have the story almost completely done. I just think there are too much stuff for one game, so I'm trying to organize my thoughts and filter my ideas hehe. I already post some art and content about it and this year I'll be fully dedicated to it!

I'll also be a better student this year because last year I (almost) completely gave up on school. I'll organize my time and make sure I study in a healthy way. I'm extra excited for this school year because I'll be finally changing schools, which is a chance of change and new oportunities.

And last but not least, I'll be taking better care of myself and my health and search for even more personal growth and development. Seeking more knowledge and being more mindful to myself and my own body.

Conclusion

I hope everyone have a great year. I'm not gonna lie, it's not going to pe perfect as everyone says. there are going to happen messed up and shitty stuff, you'll feel bad about things and youself, and maybe lose hope.

But this is part of human growth and life. Happiness need sadness, otherwise it wouldn't exist. Bad things happen in your life to make you thougher and it'll not always be fair, but it happens. I just hope that you can have wonderful experiences this year, and that you can grow and develop into something amazing!

I wish you all a great 2025.
see you on the next update!!

I cut my hair!!

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